Another Long Night
Alright i have entirely too much going thru my mind tonight... and i'm in entirely too much pain. *Sighs.* my leg hurts all the way up to my thigh. It sucks though because i have therapy again in a few hours seeing as it is almost 9:30 AM again and i have not been to bed yet *as she still tries to force the snapping out of third person after spending most of the night in Gor again.*
Things that bother me:
in the DCR group on msn, i realized that when you make a journal entry, E/everyone can see it. i do not like this. journal entries are meant to be private. They are for the person who wrote them and who they want to see them... not a whole group of P/people. Even though i was told by Master Shivan that girls cannot be punished for what they write in their journals, it kind of ....makes me feel strange.. like i cannot open up to that journal as much as i want to.
my family: oi... don't get me started. The christmas tree was put up the other day.. and the family is so lazy that it still sits bare..with no lights or ornaments on it. i have been busy with my therapy, and being kidnapped by ppl to go shopping and whatnot. i have not had the time to do jack shit around here. Dad usually puts the lights on the tree and lets my little sister and i put on the ornaments.. well guess what.. the lights are in a box somewhere...still.... and i'm staring at boxes of bulbs and ornaments right now.. WHERE MY BED SHOULD BE!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... ok ranting over. time for motrin 800 and sleep til 2pm again..lol going to get 4 1/2 hrs of sleep today..that's it.
cindy will talk to You later today, Master. she hopes Your day will not be filled totally with sorrow. When things get tough or You think You cannot handle something, borrow a phone and call my cell... or call out my name and look to the shadow to Your left, there i shall be to comfort and cuddle You when You need me the most.
Things that bother me:
in the DCR group on msn, i realized that when you make a journal entry, E/everyone can see it. i do not like this. journal entries are meant to be private. They are for the person who wrote them and who they want to see them... not a whole group of P/people. Even though i was told by Master Shivan that girls cannot be punished for what they write in their journals, it kind of ....makes me feel strange.. like i cannot open up to that journal as much as i want to.
my family: oi... don't get me started. The christmas tree was put up the other day.. and the family is so lazy that it still sits bare..with no lights or ornaments on it. i have been busy with my therapy, and being kidnapped by ppl to go shopping and whatnot. i have not had the time to do jack shit around here. Dad usually puts the lights on the tree and lets my little sister and i put on the ornaments.. well guess what.. the lights are in a box somewhere...still.... and i'm staring at boxes of bulbs and ornaments right now.. WHERE MY BED SHOULD BE!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... ok ranting over. time for motrin 800 and sleep til 2pm again..lol going to get 4 1/2 hrs of sleep today..that's it.
cindy will talk to You later today, Master. she hopes Your day will not be filled totally with sorrow. When things get tough or You think You cannot handle something, borrow a phone and call my cell... or call out my name and look to the shadow to Your left, there i shall be to comfort and cuddle You when You need me the most.
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~~Quote of the Day:~~
Up and down that lonely road of faith
I have been there
Unprepared for the storms and the tides that rise
I’ve realized one thing, how much I love you
And it hurts to see, to see you cryin’
I believe we can make it through the winds of change
God is great indeed
If you believe, in the everlife
Yeah we gotta
Make some sense of the piece that’s not defined (oh no woah no)
And if you just hold on, I wont let ya fall (i won't let you fall, no-oh,)
We can make it through the storms and the winds of change
Though I walk through the valley of darkness, I am not afraid
Cause I know, I’m not alone.
~~Kid Rock ~Cocky~ "Lonely Road of Faith."~~
posted by cindy at 9:45 AM
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