*sighs softly*

...well... the couple days that i was really looking forward to turned out to be a bust. *really really REALLY hates Master's Roommate.* Because of the snow, and Master's roommates buying xmas dinner not thinking of me, and the fact that Master has to work the day after xmas, Master can only come up here to see me for a few hours on either xmas or xmas eve *sighs.*

*is really disappointed about it.* Master promised to beat me this weekend and there is no possibility of that now. Not only that, but no sex, no cuddles in bed, probably no alone time, and having to act nilla around my family. Yes, my family does know that i am lifestyle, and they think it is basically an old fashioned marriage and some P/people get kinky with ropes, cuffs, etc. my lil sis does not understand how i can give my rights and total control of myself to Someone...so she threatens me with holy water and the bible all the time. In respect to them, i do not wear a collar in front of them either. That is my choice. i really do not want them to see me wearing a big black leather collar around my neck and listen to my mom call it a dog collar. However, i can wear my bells without threat of that.

i have to help my dad for a good chunk of the day today, so i am going to keep this entry short. i love You Master, and if You cannot buzz me awake, keep trying... lol

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

"i'm here without You, Baby,
But You're still on my lonely mind,
i think about You, Baby,
And i dream about You all the time.
i'm here without You, Baby,
But You're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only You and me."

~3 Doors Down, "Here Without You."~