Day 4

Still no word. i am so sad, depressed, and crying that i can barely see right now. The floor is looking very comforting right now... curling up in a ball and just crying might help a little...*sighs.*

i have very big abandonment issues. i was abandoned by the Mistress i became Gorean for, and my ex of two years as well. This is tearing me apart. It hurts so bad knowing you care so badly for Someone, love them with every inch of your being, and they don't care enough to even answer any offlines.


*sighs*