It's Something Unpredictable..

my day was not too bad today, aside from not getting those phone calls made. i woke up hurting again with another migraine.. and didn't get to do what i needed to do in time, so .. they will get done for sure tomorrow, seeing as i have physical therapy and have to be up by a certain time anyways. Thankfully Master has tomorrow off, so W/we can talk for a while online *crosses fingers.* i have missed Him so much, and W/we have not had the chance to talk very much lately. Master works long and hard hours, and when He comes Home, i understand He is tired, and His sleep and rest come first and foremost above me. i would not have it any other way.

i still keep Master Wolverine in my thoughts, and still ask E/everyone to keep candles lit for the People of Sri Lanka and Aisa that got hit by the tsunami... over 24,000 are dead so far... 24,000. There is still no word from Him *sighs.* Tomorrow will be day three since i have heard anything from Him..and day three since the tsunami. i saw horiffic pictures and video on the news today. Saw the wave coming in towards tourists... and many injured people being treated at makeshift hospitals... and the endless rows of body bags. i just pray He is not One of the people in a bag. i worry so much about Him. Even though i only have known Him for such a long time, i feel W/we developed a bond. All i've been doing is looking back at the dance i made for Him that night and the archives of His messages between U/us... and the serves. i've had to hold back tears just thinking about the images and praying He is ok. i have kept candles lit from the time i've woke until the time i sleep, hoping they guide Him and the rest of the people Home. Let them be their beacon.

i had a very good time in chat after Master went to bed today. W/we had some unexpected visitors from IRC and different rooms in yahoo. T/they were more than welcome in DCR because the room was dead..literally. W/we A/all had fun, and i did a serve to one of the IRC Masters. one of the girls came over to yahoo to find out where the girl who her Master had just freshly collared came from on yahoo. she had been telling stories of strange rules and policies...strange even for me to comprehend, so, she came in and asked us some questions about yahoo Gor. i, of course, answered her questions to the best of my abilities, and agreed with her that some of that stuff the girl said.. is plain crazy. i promised to come and visit T/them over in IRC when i can, but first i have to get the code from the puter in the livingroom and d-load IRC on my new puter here in my room.

i cannot wait for Friday. Master and i finally get to see E/eachother and be Together for New Year's Eve. i cannot thank Master Anominar and xue sis enough for opening Their Home to Master and i for New Year's, and allowing me to stay with Them until Monday. If it weren't for T/them, Master and i would not be seeing E/eachother until the weekend after nest. i cannot wait to snuggle, cuddle, tell Master i love Him over and over again, and do the cutesey lovey dovey stuff with Him. Master gets His Kissmas presents too on New Year's. i know He will like what i got Him lots.

i really miss being able to call Master when He is working. Master lost His cell last week and has to wait to get a new number and phone thru a different company. i miss being able to call Him while He is working and just talk to Him to hear His voice *sighs.* Hopefully W/we can cam and voice chat tomorrow evening. i don't think that i'll be in chat much tomorrow if at all. i want to spend some time with my Master.

i love You, Master. cindy did two serves in chat today, made dinner for the Home, created a poem for Mistress Inga on the fly, sent the chores list to Mistress Grey, did her journal entries, and misses You bunches. cindy's messenger is on as always, and awaiting Your buzz and message.

Goodnight, Master.

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go. So make the best of this test, and don't ask why. It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind. Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time. Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.I hope you had the time of your life."

~Greenday, "Good Riddance (Time of Your Life.)"~