Please Light a Candle

Today was a bad day. i woke up this afternoon with a migraine and went back to bed to try to sleep it off. i woke up at 6 pm still with the migraine, and went to the kitchen to make me a bowl of cocoa pebbles. i came out of the kitchen, sat down on the couch in the livingroom and watched the news with my dad. i found out that Sri Lanka and a lot of Aisa was hit by a tsunami *tidal wave,* as a result of an earthquake that measured 9.0 on the scale and origionated somewhere in Indonesia. Master Wolverine from DCR in yahoo lives in Sri Lanka. i really hope and pray He is ok. The island is basically destroyed. 4,800 people are dead, and another 1,200 are missing. my first instinct was to get online and get to messenger and leave Him a message to contact me asap. i have had three candles lit since i found out this evening, and have had Him and the others in my thoughts all day long. i ask that E/everyone keeps Master Wolverine and the people of Sri Lanka in Y/your thoughts and prayers, and please light a candle for them.

i really like Master Wolverine. W/we would be in pm with E/eachother from about 3:30-4AM til about this time every day. He is such a sweetheart, and a wonderful Master. i even did a dance for Him the other day, and looked back upon it and smiled this evening, knowing i did please Him and had a wonderful night that night. i miss talking to Him, and pray He returns to U/us soon. my heart is hoping and praying He is alright, but my gut is telling me otherwise.

There is a reason i watched the news today. i generally do not watch the news, in fact, i try to avoid it like the plague. my father used to make my little sister and i watch the news three times a day when we were growing up. i grew to hate it, and so i usually am in my room online at that time of night. Something told me to wake at 6 today and watch the news.

All day i have been walking around like i'm half tranced. It's like.. someone is trying to talk to me on the spiritual level.. and time has been slowing down rapidly. But i don't know who it is or what is going on. Something just is not right. i also wrote a poem today...and it is kind of strange too...

~i am Your Light~

i am Your light,

Search for me.

Seek me out in Your time of need.

Give me Your pain,

Do not hurt anymore.

Search for me and i shall be there.

Tell me Your troubles,

Tell me Your lies,

i will be there to listen to You.

Seek me out in Your greatest time of need,

For i am Your beacon,

i am Your light.

...strange, huh.

i have to wake up early today.. ugh. i have to call around to my dr's office and get files transferred, i have to get mri reports transferred, confirm the appointment my workman's comp made for me to go get re-evaluated, call physical therapy and get a report from them, get x-rays or reports, surgical records, mri reports, the works. DO NOT EVER GET HURT AT WORK. It is such a pain in the ass, and definately not worth it.

Master, i love You, and i will talk to You tomorrow. my messenger is on as always, and i await Your message.

Goodnight.

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~~Quotes *yes two* of the Day:~~

"Be of good cheer about death and know this as a truth--that no evil can happen to a good man, either in life or after death."

~Socrates~

"Om Asatoma Sadgamaya

Tamasoma Jyoti Gamaya

Myrityoma Amritam Gamaya

From delusion lead me to Truth

From darkness lead me to Light

From death lead me to eternal life."

~Hindu prayer from the Sanskrit - Universal Prayer ~