Death in Family

Seems the sadness never ends. i woke this morning to find out that my Uncle Jay passed away at 10:30 this morning....well yesterday morning now. i don't know when the funeral is yet, or where it will be. most likely it will be way up north close to Cadillac, and sometime during the middle of the week. There will only be a short service, as he wished to be creamated, and not buried.

Stress is becoming worse and worse for me. i might end up dropping online Gor for a while. i'm about to mentally break, and i don't like it. i don't like the feel of it, i don't want it, and everything is becoming way too much to handle for me.

Master didn't come Home lastnight to talk to me. *sighs* Master does not know my Uncle died. All i want is cuddles...that's all i want right now. i want to be held and told my life is going to somehow turn around and this madness will soon be over. i need an escape...a release from reality. *sighs.*

i love You Master.

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~~Quotes of the Day:~~

"I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for their religion -

I have shudder'd at it.

I shudder no more.

I could be martyr'd for my religion

Love is my religion

And I could die for that.

I could die for you."

~ John Keats ~

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"I'd like to run away

From you,

But if you didn't come

And find me ...

I would die."

~Shirley Bassey ~