Released.

three days ago, i was released from Master... because i was too experienced real life for Him... and He could not fulfill my needs...

this is according to Him.

Honestly, i'm more on the lines of angry because He was gone for 6 days before coming back and talking to me. Somehow i don't believe the whole story He gave me. *sighs.* i just....don't understand... *wipes face*

i learned long ago.. that life is not fair... Gor is not fair.... but why does that not make the hurt decrease? It still hurts just the same... especially when things....were fine..... there were no fights...there was nothing... to force the end.

i wish Him the best of luck in life and everything He does.

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see

There're secrets in this life

That I can't hide

Somewhere in this darkness

There's a light that I can't find

Maybe it's too far away...Maybe I'm just blind

...Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything in me

Wants to be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I could I'd give up everything

If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared

You won't always be there

So love me when I'm gone

[end chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray

Can not see under my skin

I won't tell you a damn thing

That I could not tell my friends

Roaming through this darkness

I'm alive but I'm alone

Part of me is fighting this

But part of me is gone

[chorus]

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone

When I'm Gone

When I'm Gone

When I'm Gone

~3 Doors Down~"(Love Me) When I'm Gone"~