Pondering .. Ex's

What do you do when an ex basically comes to you and says i want you back... under a lot of other text to the point of saying "You're on the list of girls i'm considering"...

geesh.. He didn't even ask me if i wanted Him back.. He's assuming. i mean.. we've always been good friends for the last couple years.. with benefits of ass beatings and such off 'n on.. but.. i don't know if i'm ready to be in a relationship with Him again. there's reasons ex's are ex's. Yeah the sex was good...yeah He's got a huge cock... yeah He gives GREAT ass beatings.. mmhmm boy does He... but... gahhhhhhh...

i made an ad for Him for the station..and it's awesome.. i'm really proud of it. it advertises His toy sale and Fetish Odyssey in Detroit. cheap cheap stuff.. lowest prices ever on all of His things.. if only i had money and could be there :(.

i'm left questioning a lot of things.. oh boy am i. Do i try for it.. or do i continue my search...

*sighs*

only time will tell.

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

"Pain,

Without love,

Pain,

i can't get enough,

Pain,

i like it rough,

Cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all..."

~3 Days Grace - Pain~