Work Sucks.. and then You Die.

Well i got called in to work today..that sucked. They tried to call me in at 9:30 am, when i just went to bed at 8:30. i told them i'd be worthless if i even TRIED to come in... then at 2:45, i got a call from my boss... "Cindy, I need you to come in.. we have an emergency. one of the co workers' son had to be taken by ambulance to the hospital, and she's sick on top of it. Not only that, but I had to fire someone today..."

So here i'm thinking.. oh joy.. and said what the heck.. i'll go in.. it's all overtime for me today anyways. i went in to work and i got to work with one of my favorite co workers, so it was ok. she's kinky too and i think she's a Switch.

Well after a while. the phone rings, and it's one of our old co-workers sobbing wanting to talk to the other girl.. her husband kicked her out of her house with no money, and just the clothes on her back.. no cigarettes.. nothing. So, the girl was on her way to my work to visit the co worker. my co worker had just spent all her money on her boyfriend's birthday, and i had a $20 bill in my wallet... which is rare, because usually i just carry my debit card anymore. i looked at my co worker.. and said ring up a pack of her cigarettes and give her the change. So she did, and a few minutes later, my former co-worker came around crying.. and i gave her a big hug and told her it'll be ok..while she cried on my shoulder.

i'm a firm believer that no matter how much you're hurting, or in debt, there's always someone out there who's worse off than you are, and i believe very much in karma. When i've needed help the most in life, someone's always been there for me, and i try to pay it forward. People come in to my work all the time and say.. "can i talk to your manager?" and i always say...well why.. is there something i can do to help you? and they'd say.. "well i ran out of gas, and i'm on my way to the Doctor, or i'm on my way to Saginaw..." i just say.. here's $5.. pump your gas.. good luck. Then there's kids who are a few cents short of a soda, or candy.. something like that and i always pitch in..even if it makes my drawer a few cents short.. because as long as i have most of the money, i really don't care about a few cents here or there. We're allowed to be $3 over or short without having to worry.. so i don't worry!

All in all, it was a good karma day atleast. All i was doing today was cleaning my room anyways. Ooh i just realized my grandmother is away tonight, so i can burn my inscense without worrying. my grandmother has scent-sensitive asthma, so i have to be very careful about what i burn around her. Maybe i'll setup a charcoal tonight and burn some Dragon's Blood resin and sage to clear out the negative energy in my room. i did a water bath spell lastnight with salt and a candle and flowers mixed in with the salt.. i felt really good afterwards.

i did a tarot reading this morning too.. well it was my last night..lol.. i tried out my new vampyre deck.. and i love it. The cards said that i'd be starting a new relationship soon, now is a great time to start a new one, and it will be successful. i can't wait... really i can't.. i'm so tired of being alone *sighs.*

i did a reading for two or three other people too.. to make sure everything's okay in their lives... and i had to warn one who i know has been having trouble w/ her illnesses and job.

Well, i think this is long enough for tonight.. now for a quote!

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

" `You responded well to the taking,' I said. `Perhaps it is fitting for you.'

`You do not respect me,' she said.

`You do not want to be respected,' I said.

`You want to be cherished, treasured, handled, abused, mastered, owned, subdued, forced to serve and love.'

She was silent."

~John Norman - Renegades of Gor. p. 105~