And the Work Week Ends!

YAY! Today was the last day i had to work for the next three days. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

i woke up late, and ended up staying on my puter up to a few mins before i had to leave for work this morning. it's a good thing i had a shower the night before, and didn't need one this morning..lol.

Work wasn't too bad today, but it was dead most of the day. i got to work with someone i don't normally work with, so that made me happy. He usually works third shift, and he's used to working his butt off, so that's all good with me. i hate lazy co-workers.

i ended up playing IT again at work today.. trying to fix our computer with the knuckleheads at the home office. They were trying to get a program running on the net, and i finally said look.. the net connection is obviously messed up.. you did it.. and i'ts not going to work. Come.. fix.. it, and let me get back to work.. after i've spent the last hour on the phone with you people because the assistant manager had to go home finally..and thanks to you, i have to do first shift's work too. ...i wasn't too happy with those jerks.

Sooo after works, i went to wallymart.. and picked me up some hot pockets.. yummy..i luff those things.. corned beef hash, eggs, milk, and bread. i want some hash 'n eggs for breaky in the morning..with some toast an milk. i'm craving it for some reason.. bah. i have the big allergist appointment tomorrow too.. i'm really kind of nervous about it, because i been dealing with this all my life... and i'm skeered to know what i might be allergic to. i've never had insurance that would let me get any kind of allergy testing until now..which is kind of nice.

Oddly enough, i've been in a pretty good mood the last couple days. i'm suprised! i haven't really talked to any boys or Masters or anything.. i've had a few boys try to talk to me but i'm just not interested...sighs.. i really just want to find someone to be happy with, enjoy good conversation, good food, good times, good scenes, and have a healthy relationship with. i miss being close to a person.. and deep inside, i'm a very lonely person. i just have this aching need to find someone to make them happy...to serve again... *sighs.* and then there's the other deep ache to be broken..completely.. broken.. a pile of goo sobbing uncontrolably at a Master's Feet.. then maybe i can start to finally heal and find what i once was once again...

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~~Quote of the Day:~~

"The Goreans claim that in each woman there is a free companion, proud and beautiful, worthy and noble, and in each, too, a slave girl. The companion seeks for her companion; the slave girl for her master. It is further said, that on the couch, the Gorean girl, whether slave or free, who has had the experience, who has tried all loves, begs for a master. She wishes to belong completely to a man, withholding nothing, permitted to withhold nothing. And, of course, of all women, only a slave girl can truly belong to a man, only a slave girl can be truly his, in all ways, utterly, totally, completely, his, selflessly, at his mercy, his ecstatic slave, helpless and joyous in the total submission which she is given no choice but to yield."

~John Norman - Hunters of Gor. p. 102~